Letting go is not easy, no matter what it is. I think I've marked a milestone for myself by doing what I think I should rather than I want. Lots of times in life, things just won't happen the way that you thought it would. It's ironic, but hey.... it's life.
So...I've made a decision that I won't settle for the second best from now on, I want the best!! Unless that second best will one day become the best (you know...people change their thoughts and feelings at different stages of their lives...therefore, that's why different things are accomplished at different times of life). Things can be done and changed if you just flip your vision.
Lately, I've also realized that sometimes people are hurt too much that they become blind and lose their sense of feelings. Things are easier sometimes if we just pretend not to see it. I am glad that I can always find the courage to make a change no matter how difficult the situation is. I hope I can always hold on to this courage and faith that I have for life. God is playful, he always accomplish things at the most unexpected times. And I believe whatever God has planned for us is always greater and better than what we planned for ourselves. Therefore, no worries are left. The only thing I can do is to do the best I can in everyway. A well-rounded life is much more important than just one way life. I would not feel happy and complete if I only succeed in one part of my life but fails on the rest sectors. And I want to thank my friends for always being there for me and gives me a hand through my difficult times. I can't imagine and I don't want to imagine what my life would be like without you all. Friends are the greatest gifts that God has sent me....and I am very very grateful for it.
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