Thoughts on L.O.V.E!

Love is Playful
When you are trying to find it, it hides.
When you are giving up on it, it hits you suddenly.
When you thought you finally have it, it is never really there.

Addition to my comments on LOVE.....
sometimes people are too busy to love;
sometimes people are too tired to love.
sometimes people are too lazy to love;
sometimes people are too selfish to love.
sometimes people are too hurt to lovel;
sometimes people are too afraide to love.
sometimes people are too protective to love;
sometimes people are too care to love.
sometimes people are too lost to love,
sometimes people just don't know how to love.
the conclusion is: no love no gain, no love no lose.
It's easier just to take care of themselves!

I don't know where all these little thoughts are coming from.
My mind is full of too much this and that right now, it's impossible to sort it out organizely.
So I figured that I should just scrambble my thoughts right here as it would be on a piece of blank paper.

I am....

I am happy, happy of who I am;

I am brave, brave in facing obstacles in life.

I am afraid, afraid of losing control;

I am scared, scared of the unforseen.

I am timid, timid to fall in love;

I am sad, sad of leaving my comfort zone.

I am stubborn, too stubborn to admit that i do care;

I am proud, proud of my weaknesses.

I am frustrated, frustrated of my feelings;

I am transparent, transparent in my thoughts.

Letting Go....

Letting go is not easy, no matter what it is. I think I've marked a milestone for myself by doing what I think I should rather than I want. Lots of times in life, things just won't happen the way that you thought it would. It's ironic, but hey.... it's life.

So...I've made a decision that I won't settle for the second best from now on, I want the best!! Unless that second best will one day become the best (you know...people change their thoughts and feelings at different stages of their lives...therefore, that's why different things are accomplished at different times of life). Things can be done and changed if you just flip your vision.

Lately, I've also realized that sometimes people are hurt too much that they become blind and lose their sense of feelings. Things are easier sometimes if we just pretend not to see it. I am glad that I can always find the courage to make a change no matter how difficult the situation is. I hope I can always hold on to this courage and faith that I have for life. God is playful, he always accomplish things at the most unexpected times. And I believe whatever God has planned for us is always greater and better than what we planned for ourselves. Therefore, no worries are left. The only thing I can do is to do the best I can in everyway. A well-rounded life is much more important than just one way life. I would not feel happy and complete if I only succeed in one part of my life but fails on the rest sectors. And I want to thank my friends for always being there for me and gives me a hand through my difficult times. I can't imagine and I don't want to imagine what my life would be like without you all. Friends are the greatest gifts that God has sent me....and I am very very grateful for it.

Is Honesty the Best Policy?

Is honesty really the best policy? Well, it depends I would say.....

People hide the truth for different reasons, some are listed below:

...not to hurt someone who he/she cares;

...not to reveal one's limit;

...to make someone feels better;

...to avoid facing the truth;

the list can go on and on and on.....forever.

People lie in the purpose of not hurting either themselves or the person they are telling the lies to. Some people carry lies into marriage; some people even carry lies to grave. I would rather people tell me the truth than to lie to me just to make me feel better. To me, Honesty is always the best policy even if I could get hurt from it. I choose to know and to know the truth. To others, I cannot judge for them. And for this reason, I do bear some truth that I am reluctant to tell because I think I don't have the right to or not in the right position to reveal the truth. The line of choosing to hide or to tell the truth is abstract and thin. It requires lots of wisdom to handle and to make correct judgement of it. I just wish that I could gain the wisdom in order to always be honest to the people around me. Or, at least, telling people truth in a wise way that could always minimize the bad and enlarge the good.

I feel grateful

As entering a new chapter in life, I feel grateful and blessed.
Of knowning the challenges and difficulties lying ahead, I look forward to it and feel at ease.
Life is afterall wonderful and I hope to keep it this way until the last day of my life.